The house is so quite right now. My wife went to bed early, I have my labtop out and I am just loving her presence. She is so peaceful right now. A little warm under the covers, so she just stuck her leg out to so it will assumingly cool the rest of her body down. I love her. She is a person or awarness in my life that really continually keeps me present. We have had family in town recently, and it has just been a blast. However, ya know when you have company in your home you see more of you company than you do you wife. Yeah. So, it has been about 2 weeks with family in town and I am finally getting some time with her. I love this because I get to just be with her and let my thoughts return to the first time we met. I remember that night, where we just talked and talked and enjoyed each others presence. I remember I told her that she has the most beautiful heart....and she is smooth familar peace in my soul. That feeling is what I still feel now with her.
The past little while I have been diving into the book A New Earth, and the podcasts that go along with it. It has been quite a ride for me to see and experience. She has been lead other directions in her heart, and interestingly enough it is so the same thing. I kinda freaks me out a little bit. She has been studing this past lives path for a little while now and it has just been amazing. To observe from my stand point to see her really be open to the Truth that lies with her creator, and that 100% of her life is his. She is learning so much about the traditions/belief systems that she has agreed to throughout her life and lives, and to see her start to introduce true creation and awareness/conscienceness into her life. I see these belief systems, be it physical, emotional, social, ect. just fall to the wayside with thankfulness in her heart regarding them and the experience that they have lead her to. Yeah, it is isn't all "bunnies and flowers" with each experience, but the breakthrough is much more of the memeory rather than the breakdown.
So wifey, I gots to tells ya a little sumpin.
I love you. From the bottom of my soul, with all of my heart and entire energy and awarness I know that we are one with Father....our creator. Life has been alotted us to share and dwell together in. Thank you for holding to the presence of Creation. Through you vuneralblity you arise in infinte strength. Thank you, my baby, thank you. I praise my Father, the originator of us and our family, for you with every breath of "Live" that I take.
I love you.
your hubby...mmmright?....mmmright!
